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From Meth and Mayhem to Miracles: My Wild Ride to Redemption

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  From Meth and Mayhem to Miracles: My Wild Ride to Redemption I get asked all the time, "What was it like?" They want to know about the chaos, the codependency, the criminal behavior, the abuse – physical, mental, emotional – and of course, the addiction. The dysfunctional world I lived in for so long. Well, let me tell you, it was a rodeo. A damn wild one. I wasn't even two weeks old when my aunt and grandma found me alone in a crib with a bottle of water. I was just a baby, left to fend for myself. They took me to my grandparents' house, and I never really left. They adopted me, but it wasn't until fourth grade that I found out my "sister" was actually my mom. Yeah, that was a kick in the teeth. I started using as a teenager. At 18, I hopped on a Greyhound to New York to marry some guy I met online. Yeah, that didn't end well. He dumped a bottle of vodka on my head and tried to set me on fire. Next up was a relationship full of c...

Transfer Addiction: The Sneaky Little Devil in Recovery's Detail

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Transfer Addiction: The Sneaky Little Devil in Recovery's Details Recovery is a wild ride, full of twists and turns that'll keep you on your toes. Just when you think you've finally got a handle on that pesky booze problem, BAM! Suddenly, you're mainlining ice cream like it's nobody's business. Or maybe you traded in your cocaine habit for a shopping spree that's put your credit cards into critical condition. Congrats, friend, you've just earned yourself a front-row seat to the Transfer Addiction Circus! What is Transfer Addiction? Transfer addiction is like the annoying ex who just can't take a hint. You break up with booze, but suddenly you're head over heels for benzos. You kick cigarettes to the curb, only to find yourself sucking down vape clouds like they're going out of style. It's when you swap out one addictive behavior for another, often without even realizing you're doing it. Why Does Transfer Addiction Happen? Our brains a...